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[lisamoe]

I can sit with my legs crossed now. I mean, like when sitting in a chair, I can have one knee over the other, the way women in skirts sit. I have always either crossed my legs at the ankles, or crossed my ankle over my knee, the way most men sit, because my thighs were too fat to sit any other way. Don't get me wrong, I know I am still fat, but it's little things like that that make it seem real, when I don't see any progress in the mirror.

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[msbyn.livejournal.com]

That is awesome!:) Go, you!

[anathemad.livejournal.com]

Woo hoo!

[kitwench.livejournal.com]

Whoot!

[angel-ent.livejournal.com]

Ok, I am all for you losing weight if you want. But you have mentioned several times that you are not trying or even haphazardly trying to lose weight. Yet you are. Have you thought of bringing it up seriously with your doctor?

Please know I am just ecstatic that you are losing the weight and feeling more confidentant and beautiful - but I also worry. Maybe too much. Just thought I would put a bug in your ear. Now I will shut up.

[lisamoe.livejournal.com]

Honestly, I worry a little that something is wrong too, but last time I was there I did mention it and she didn't seem concerned, though that was 10 lbs ago. I'm not excited about going to the Dr anyway, even when I'm verifiably sick and to go with the only complaint being that I'm losing weight seems weird and hypochondriacal, like I'm imagining I have cancer or something. I need to go in in a couple of months anyway, I guess if it keeps up I'll make a bigger deal about it.

You are the only one who has actually been concerned, and I am grateful, because I am also a little concerned and I feel less crazy now.